After having some bore to death and stiff routines, I finally had the nerve to write again here. Well, nothing had really shaken me off like a bad nightmare would, and nothing really good ensued in my life these past days.
“A leaf in its fatality falls and touches the ground
Now- I’m falling and I don’t want to be like a leaf
Not because I’m afraid of hitting the ground-
But because leaves, after falling
Can never go back to where they came from.”
I saw this written in red ink in one of my HS notebooks and it makes me cringe every time I remember I once wrote this. ha-ha. Moot point, I guess… It’s not always like that, is it?
Well. It’s just now that I can truly say that I’m trilled for college. Actually, I made a to-do-list for the first semester.
1. Create or bond an acoustic band for freshies (since we are not allowed to join any university-acknowledged organizations yet)
2. Study hard or harder, if necessary (because my sister betted our GWAs for honor’s list versus dean’s list)
3. Collect shoes. (allowance eater!)
4. Eat a lot! (because I really don’t want to get sick there and mom would go like overreacting)
5. Catch enough Zzzz’s (since I’m still a freshie and I suppose when I get to upperclasses soon, I can’t sleep sufficiently anymore)
6. Enjoy! Enjoy! Enjoy! (as long as it won’t spoil my academic feats)
*crossed fingers*
Well what do you think? I guess I’m on the bridge of my metamorphosis right now… more like tossed in the point of no return instead. What else could there be behind those dreams? What more will I have to expect?
Uncertainties bring enough frustrations to the heart. Frustrations have once knocked me off but I won’t let it anymore- for all they cared.
jue and I. Some time in Kulambog adventure. Missed it already.
See you soon.
-JL
Ayun. Yearbook picture ko na parang ewan. Inulan ako ng batikos sa bahay pagdating ko na dala-dala yan. At ayaw ko nang ishare kung anu-ano yung mga pinagsasabi nila. Ang imporatante, welcome to college na.:)
After enrolment, tanan! class cards are issued to us na agad! can't wait to fill them up with my ever precious hand writing. But before that, ipa-practice ko muna ang sulat kamay ko. Mahirap na mapagkamalang grade 2.Nga pala, gusto ko lang naman ishare ang class sched ko..:)
Monday
NSTP 1-CWTS DHK******************1:00 pm-4:00
Wednesday and Friday
PE 1 *******************************7:30 am-8:30
MST 3 *****************************8:30 am- 10:00
AH 1 *******************************10:00- 11:30
SSP 4 ****************************** 1:00 pm-2:30
Math 11 ****************************2:30 pm- 4:00
Tuesday and Thursday
Bio 1 Lec *************************7:00 am-8:00
Chem 16 Lec ********************* 8:30 am-10:00
Chem 16 Lab *********************10:00am-1:00pm
Tuesday Only
Bio 1 Lab **************************1:00pm-4:00
Share ko lang lahat ng 'yan.
See you soon.
-JL
I'm officially enrolled. That wasn't easy though, marami kasi kaming obstacles na pinagdaanan. Nakakatawa nga lang, sa lahat ng documents, kailangan ng signature. And everytime i was going to sign, tinatago ko. But one time, pinasa ko yung form 5 ko sa registrar and she saw my signature, tinanong niya, "pirma 'to?". I nodded shyly and she gave me that concerned look. Nag-isip ata siya kung dapat ba akong iturn-over sa guidance counselor. Oh mehhn.
Anyway, okay naman. Kaso, ngayon pa lang, nararamdaman ko na ang UP air. Napakahangin ng mga tao. But I'm not being judgmental. Kay ngano man? Kay matuod.
Well. Hindi ko alam kung anong kahihinatnan ng first semester ko pero isa lang naman ang inaasam ko. Sana di ako kaagad magka singko.
-see you soon.
JL
