I thank the most beautiful JUE for editing the page codes. (oh God, forgive me)
30.3.09
It’s just today that I decided to write a tribute post to my high school friends. You know, I really don’t know how to start, partially because we’ve had so many experiences together and I can’t really dig into my poor memory and put it all together like fixing a puzzle or something like that [this is so stupid].
Anyway, so this is it, you know, I can’t really imagine my high school life without them. No, well, I guess I really can’t survive. You may say I’m like sooo overacting but I think it’s just the way it is, you know. Yeah, maybe I can still go to school without them and eat, talk, walk and think without them. But that’s just utterly boring and dull, you know, and maybe I’ll be one of those few people who’d say “HS life sucks”, yeah, nonetheless.
[now, count the number of times I said “you know” haha]
Well, they’ve accepted me as who I am and they’ve been there for almost every time. The people whom I shared my heartaches with, the people who shed their tears with me and of course the people whom I cast my smiles with… the people who understood my limitations and brought out all my capacities. They did not leave my side even when sometimes I act like I don’t care at all. They are amazing you know, they’re just like that. They painted colours to the canvas of my high school life.
Featuring: Norman & Janin(i can't remember a day which he hadn't made me laugh)
Eldridge: my brother-ish. and my very good copy reader.:))
Class mayor princess and janin: she's a great listener and a good friend.
Eduardo w/ hmm... : he's my over-all friendship and love adviser.:)
Jhazvee and janin: she makes pranks on me..;] i'll miss it.
Aireen and janin: i'll truly miss her laughter.;(
Faith with janin: she's a friend since elementary. she's someone i can lean on.
Jue w/ janin: my twin sister-ish. i'll truly miss her company.:(
And at last! I got these graduation photos from the yearbook photographer.
"Tsao’s column depicted the Philippines as a 'Nation of Servants' not worthy of claiming the Spratlys from China , as the latter employs hundreds of thousands of Filipino domestic helpers on very low wages."
I can't deny the feeling of hatred when I read his article published last March 27 on HK magazine where he slammed Filipinos below the belt specifically pertaining to Filipino workers abroad just to show that China has the right to own the Spratlys island. Oh, c'mon Mr. Chip Tsao! Your country is more pathetic than ours, not to mention your trying hard china brands, your smuggled imitated products... China is the pioneer in "Nation of Imitation". So just stay away from us and shut your big fat gob up.
[oh, God, forgive me.]
Just before i could totally hate China, well, i read this post and i realized that this is actually not China vs. Philippines... This is just Tsao vs. Filipinos.
My classmates or should i say ex-classmates went to school today, well, uh, I don't know why and i don'tknow if there's something really important to do there so I didn't come. I miss them badly anyway, but the burrrning [did i just say burning? no, that's killing] the killing heat of the sun forbid me to go. Well, I'll see them again soon, I think, maybe tomorrow, I'll be going there to finish my final clearance for the release of cards.
So, with nothing to do here in the house, I reviewed all the videos stored in the videocam and what do you expect, you know, it's just full of high school memories captured there and all the happiness is just coming back to me. The videos reminded me of one ridiculous thing: the film we did just this first quarter of 2009.
film poster.Find me.;))
Well, we've had so many learned experiences during the film-making process. We became professional-ish, haha, well, we felt like, oooohhhh..."we must do this right." And that was just one of the highlights of my high school life. I just badly miss the taping days.
Cue in:
See you soon.
-JL
28.3.09
Overnight Breakup
It was funny and a sort of foolishness anyway, that was so stupid. Actually, it’s like something I don’t want to stick with every single time but then when I get off the grasp, I find myself empty. Yea, that’s weird anyway, and for the benefit of the doubt, yes, I confess, I am just selfish. We “broke up” just 2 days before the graduation and then that night I have decided that I should get rid of him, for myself and for myself [how self-ish?]. Yea, and I actually made this:
But. Wth. We’re back to business. Again.
Last day in HS
I expected it to be fun, well, but it was just like, ookayyyy… ordinary. Nothing more special like I was really wanting.
anin.jue.goofing around. Last day of hs.:(
Graduation Time
I was kinda emotional especially on the eve of graduation day. I was like, "oooh, those good old days... I can't bring them back anymore.." Yeah, well, text messages from classmates flooded my phone saying "good-byes, thank yous and sorry-s... Well, then there are others who wished like the day will just go away like...boom.
flowers given to my "lucky" friends during our mighty graduation.
a stupid-self-taken photograph with the photogenic flowers.
I don't have any graduation picture so i was just hoping somebody could upload it elsewhere so i could just copy it. How pathetic, isn't it? It's my sister's fault, anyway... She's my official photographer and videographer. But what has she done? Just those few videos with all the closeups of my classmates. aurgh.
So, I'll just post this what-a-shame video. It's cornnnyyy. XD
Disclaimer: comment all you can... but i know this video was pathetically edited. my apologies. with all the narrations and stuff. [oh, God, forgive me]
See you soon. -JL
26.3.09
I'll be posting lots of updates and videos next week.
Anyway, we'll have our graduation tomorrow. I'm excited and at the same time emotional. eeeep! I'll totally miss my high school life.:)
See you soon. -JL
21.3.09
A new haircut [I’ve been planning this for weeks now and it’s just today that I’ve got the initiative to go to the salon and fulfil my plan]. Yeah, well, so how was it? Darn! Wth. [para akong tibo].
*tears*
Anyway, have you ever seen a dog that’s hyperventilating? Yeah, H-Y-P-E-R-V-E-N-T-I-L-A-T-I-N-G. Well, you got to see my dog. I don’t know if he’s playing dead or something but I don’t actually think it’s like that. Sometimes, he plays like there’s no tomorrow and then suddenly, he drops to the ground and howls like he’s been captured or something with eyes closed. And then for a minute his body stiffens and that’s the time when me, super janin goes to the rescue and screams for mom and dad [then after that, the dog (i.e. Zambo) just gets up like there’s nothing had happened and goes back licking his coat].
Well. Yesterday, we went to Tuka, Bagumbayan [the place where carabaos rule, ha-ha]. Anyway, things didn’t happen as what we have presumed [i.e. carabao and motorcycle accidents]. Yeah, plans were altered and we didn’t have something to do there, anyway, we just had talks and all. However, there’s something we gained there actually, and that’s the experience. Yeah, well, there’s nothing more thrilling than riding the karo (a carabao-driven-pull-cart) and crossing a mud-thick river with overload and over-noisy passengers [there’s also the countless stop-overs just to grab photo ops]. It was great, though.
See you soon. -JL.
20.3.09
So this is my maiden video post. I made this for just 15 minutes because I badly wanted a sleep and that’s because my zits are invading my face and that’s what I hated most about being a teenager.
Violent reactions regarding the video will not be entertained [period] :)).[ha-ha]
19.3.09
We are now spending the rest of the “school days” practicing our graduation songs (i.e. High School Life by Sopiz, Time after time by Inoj and Who am I by the Casting Crown). It sounds funny though, I can’t even see the point of singing the songs over and over and over again with the whole batch and making these funny actions and interpretations just to entertain ourselves because without those it would be just as boring as you thought you could never imagine.
Anyway, I decided to learn more about movie editing this vacation [you know, I deeply wanted to engage myself to anything that involves cameras or something]. And I wanted to make this blog more like a video blog but that’s just a plan and I reckon that my plans are just imaginations and imaginations do not necessarily guarantee the idea of reality. It goes like that anyway [but somehow doesn’t].
So, since we don’t have anything more to do in school, everybody is doing anything they want to do before their high school life ends (i.e. dating with their girlfriends/boyfriends, doing photo shoots in between practice, confessing their feelings to their crushes, etc.) And me? If not standing in that one corner, I’ll be sitting at that vacant chair or I’ll go to my favourite C.R. or I’ll just buy something at the canteen or sing/dance with our “Love Story” dance craze [yeah, that’s what you call “things what freaks do”].
during our taping days.
janin. jue. just fooling around.
Yesterday though, we’ve had our “eye liner mania” and we were like “yeeaaaahhh” and the people who saw us were like o______0 *gasps* and we have nothing to do because that’s the only thing that kept us busy that day because there is simply nothing to do and that makes us just the right person to call to when you’re out of your mind or something and you need companions [just call us anytime ‘eh?].
*eye liner mania* jue. janin.
TY.
18.3.09
I've been spending my time thinking of a nice parting post for my high school life and I can't think deeply, well, because I don't have the nerve to write down my senseless thoughts. I reckon it's hard, yes, what with the four years of spending it with the same people every single day and eating lunch with the same faces and spending the chemistry class in the comfort room and canteen [over and over again].
I can hardly recall every detail of my past four years [partially because I really have a poor memory and mom said I can't survive college without taking any memory enhancing pill and I said “yeah, well... perhaps that's the best solution.”]. *my writing sucks*
Anyway, high school is about to end. Yeah, well [how stupid was that, every body knew it's toga time]. So, how would it be? Simple. I'm just going to pin my mighty “1st Honorable Mention award” in my white flawless and immaculate toga and go home with a paper bag tucked in my face. That's just right for LOSERS like me [yeah, losers, losers, losers.. blah.. blahh... whatever].
Anyway, I'll badly miss my friends after the graduation [yeah, that's true]. You know, I got plenty of them [believe me, for God's sake]. So after leaving high school, I reckon I can't spend time with them any more as much as I'd like to because I plan to be deep serious in schooling like I've always wanted to finish college not more than four years.
Well. In times like this I wanted to sneak out in the dead of the night and then look up in the sky like there's going to have a blast of meteor shower and I'll be whispering my wish list as fast as I could before the meteor runs out of my sight [yes, that's it].
[Back to my friends] Yes, I suppose they’re a bunch of good people [not to mention the out-of-this-world songs of jue like she wants to scare people away, anyway, she makes me laugh though, thanks!] *I don’t know what to put next*
Darn!
This could be the worst high school-ender post ever. What do you think?
I switched now to blogger, anyway, I weighed things seriously and then I concluded that blogger is of higher advantages than my beloved wordpress. [wordpress acct here]
So now, I welcome myself to this world. *cheers*
So now, my welcome post would be something I’m dying to write about ever since- perhaps a long long time ago where you might probably think dinosaurs exist. Anyway, it’s a pretty common topic. Sort of.
So, here you go.
THINGS I LOATHE ABOUT MY HIGH SCHOOL LIFE. [in no particular order]
1. I hate CHEATING. Well, you call it like that especially on exams. They say it’s common and it’s usual and more of a necessity. Or something like “sharing” and all. But come on dude! That still C-H-E-A-T-I-N-G. And yea, I confess I copy assignments… But that’s not a big deal. And that’s that, I hate cheaters, even if they call me friend. (I don’t care if you’re now murmuring behind my back) 2. I hate the teachers, especially those who think they’re too “superior”. And I hate it when they give loads of works and that they think like you were some kind of a superhero and not a human after all. 3.I hate science laboratory works. Because first of all, I hadn’t experience any WITH the class. And that’s because I’m always taking special sessions because I’m always up to something un-worthwhile. 4. I hate Chemistry class. Enough said. 5. I hate those who take away something that’s actually MINE. [just take a hint] 6. I hate it when a friend avoids me like I caused a war or something. That’s something I so hate about friendships. 7. I hate it when I go to our never-before-smelt-nice C.R. 8. I hate the high school students there who think they’re brainy, but they’re actually not. 9. I hate it when the assembly starts so early that I’m late again for school. 10. I hate our prefect of discipline especially when she wails her lungs out when somebody is noisy in the library. 11. I hate it when I pass by the faculty room and then … holy crow! The monster teachers will request something from the canteen. [yeah, I so hate it.] 12. I hate it when our research adviser discusses about MMK’s last episode instead of teaching statistics. 13. I hate it when college students use the “For High School Only” C.R. 14. I hate it when college students practice their silly and pathetic dance moves in the kiosk. [God, forgive me] 15. I hate it when my friends forget me. [I so hate it] 16. I hate it when he steals me out of my friends’ coverage. [sometimes] 17. I hate clearance time when everybody else is signed but I’m not, simply because I’m an SBO Officer. And of course, being an SBO officer guarantees late clearances because of stupid financial reports, liquidations and resolutions. 18. I hate it when we join contests and our achievements are taken for granted. 19. I hate cleaning our room, partially because there are no decent mops around. And I especially hate it when we became the cleaners for two whole devastating weeks.
20. Lastly, I hate my high school life because even though I’ve had many reasons to simply forget it, you know, I just can’t.
Class mayor princess and janin: she's a great listener and a good friend.
Jhazvee and janin: she makes pranks on me..;] i'll miss it. 
Aireen and janin: i'll truly miss her laughter.;(
Faith with janin: she's a friend since elementary. she's someone i can lean on. 
